Thinking

So lately, I've been thinking, hence the title. Thinking about everything..my life...my shoes..my clothes..my car..lol. It's overwhelming sometimes. Lately I've been really busy with everything. School, Work, being jobless possibly. I've run into guy troubles yet again. It is so hard to trust guys these days I promise. It's like, your destined to be cheated on, lied to and manipulated I've been waiting for someone to come and sweep me off my feet and become everything I've wanted. but...all I get yet again...is damaged goods.