Horror films are becoming so stupid

This past weekend I went to see this horrible/awful/stupid/retarded/ridiclious movie called "Shutter". It should have been called "SHUT UP". I wanted to fall asleep so bad during the movie, but the intense burn from my wallet was demanding that I finish watching it because I was forced to give 8 bucks. First off, it absolutely made NO sense. It was another japanese "grudge" film that showed some pale slanted eye chick haunting people. The ghost looked semi-scary, but the parts that were supposed to be scary was simply stupid. The acting was ridiclious, and this money could have been wasted on something that was worth it.

David Bowie. Beautiful Man.

For all of those who didn't know, I am an avid fan of David Bowie's PHYSICAL APPEAREANCE. He is simply beautiful. I wish he was 12 years younger and not married to Iman. How I long for him.....how I need him.....I love him...ahhhh!

The Truth.

I've been in so many "OH were not dating but it's understood" type of relationships. The last so-called "boyfriend" done be SO wrong. I never thought I could ever love a guy that much, (I know that sounds cheesy) but I could only see myself with him forever, whether or not we broke up or not. It's been so hard moving on. It feels like I have huge weights on my shoulders that just will not come off. I pass by cute guys and even lie when someone is interested in me just so I don't have to pretend I care. I honestly do not want to be with anyone but him. Right now I'm talking to a guy that I really like, but I purposely start argurements with him just so I can use something agasint him so we won't be compatiable. I feel like such an idiot by trying to stick with my "ex", but I honestly do not want to continue to lie to myself. This new guy is cool but I can never really commit myself to him no matter how much I try. I wish that I could wake up and be over him, but I know it's not that simple. Even though this guy screwed me over so bad, I still love him more than anything. I keep hoping one day he'll come back to me and say he's sorry, and he wants us to be together forever, but that's a damn cinderella story.

Happy Easter : ]

So this easter was one of great promise. I actually took off and went to church..the only thing is the woman was trying to hook me up with her son, in the lord's house! I could not believe it. This other chick came up to me and started telling me how much her son liked me and blah blah blah this. Unfortunatly, to not embrass the young man I gave him my number but I don't answer when he calls, other than that it was great. FOOD! FOOD! the only thing I regret it having to wear a dress. I hate dresses, as a matter of fact I think they should be burned and made illegal for any company to manufacture them. Anyway Happy Easter!

I'm never satisified.

I know it many be many people in the world like me but I'm overwhelmed that I have finally I AM NEVER SATISFIED. No matter how much I obtain or earn, It seems as if it's still not enough, like something is missing. I've been stuck in some sticky situations; and I always manage to get out of them. I just don't understand myself. I know I should be grateful...but it's still not nearly enough. When will I change? seriously if someone gave me a million dollars today...I'd be happy for two seconds, then I go back into depression. HELP.

Spring Break..Ahhh

I'm so happy spring break, is here, do you know how long it's been since I've worn a swimsuit? finally a chance for me to sit around the house and absoultey do nothing. Even though I didn't get to go to padre or Florida, go old salt water galveton was pretty cool. I had a blast.

So degarding to black women. shit any woman.

This is footage from the "Bust It Baby" Auditions to be on the Ignorant Rapper PLIES Tv reality show. *discretion is advised*